I put my phone downWith a frantic haste,Seeing a notification pop up,Left my mouth with a bitter taste.One name that flashed on the screenTook me back to the year I was nineteenOvercoming abandonment and fears,How after all these yearsHave my thought occurred to you?To share with me, this time,do you have anything new?Or is it like beforeEverytime your life falls apart,And crumbles to ground,To my bare skinny armsYou come rushing down?Longing to meetHoping to rekindlefrom the ashes,The flames that once ranpassionately through my veins?If I remember correctly,You always believed in astrology,stars, planets and conjunctionsruling, guiding and bindingour destinations, our fateTo me, that is what you said.Debated with me, multiple timesthat we have little to no controlover the stride of life.Or was it for you,just another excuseA plan for rescue,for when things go southsomething to put the blame onfor your actions to be justified,As to take the responsibility,you were so terrified?Giving me false hopeleaving me wanting moreYou evoke in me a thirstyou do not care, quenchMy lips after tasting purest honey,How can it be fooled withsome sugary confectionery.You pull me closejust to stab my heart,Scars of those wounds.I still struggle to hide. In this, you took part, equallyThen am I the only one unholy?Thinking about us,I have shattered multiple timesgoing through it againwill just break my spine.Look at us,here we are again,staring at that familiar faceFeeling of the old, timeless gazeOnly this time through a virtual screen.With hundreds and hundreds,Of miles in between. When odds favoured us,And time was on our side,Had you not denied.How much is destinyto be blamed?Is it the stars,that needs to be shamed?for the choices we didn't make?For the steps we didn't take?Ten years have passed,our desires were hushed,now move on,And just like you,I am with a child tooI belong to another man.Getting back with you,is not my plan.In this world I've createdI am living just fineNow too many lives Are entangled with mine.When they ask me,If I have any regrets?I hear the echoes of your name,Like a song on rewindPlaying unceasingly,on an old portable cassette,But don't you worryNo mistakes as such,will be made in a hurry.I shall swallow my tonguebefore I blurt out your nameand put you to shame.With a posed smileI leave them with one answer,"What you feel is not a crime,And when certain about a person,Perhaps, never waste your time.If it is destined, if it is fated,The stars will shine some light."
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